Rebekah-ann Williams

It's been A week. And normally everything I normally do (school work, kids, babysitting, errands, art, yarn projects...) is very doable. But... someone I considered a close friend decided mid week to cut me out of their life. With zero warning. Like the night before everything was fine and the next day I was being ignored. And very obviously too. They would be talking with other people and not replying to a thing I would say. I have no idea what brought this on but I'm severely hurt by it.

I've already tried asking what brought this on and received no answer. The speed that they did this has left me with a bit of emotional whiplash, as we went from speaking everyday to silence. I have no closure for this relationship and the birthday present I was making them is now languishing in my yarn box.

I'm more than likely going to be not a great person to talk to for a little while as I'm convinced that I did something to deserve this. And I cant talk with my friend groups as we have multiple people we both speak to. So I'm kinda left to deal with this on my own.

I have been so remiss about posting here...(jumping around pplatforms is exhausting! Tho I might be taking pillowfort out of the equation for a bit) BUT! Hopefully with most of my Bang obligations out of the way (posting for them on here will be taking place over the next little bit) I'll remember to pop over a bit more.
Surprisingly, I've found Twitter to be not... too awful? I mean, I dislike that there's no consistent tagging system, and it's not great for art. But there is a lot of fandom people on there talking to each other, which is good. A little jarring for a lurker like myself but alright.
Anyways! Main point, I'm gonna try to be more active here. Maybe actually take a gander at some communities and see what's up XD

These are in absolutely no order and some were created specifically for fics/bangs...and I'm sure I'm missing a few but here's my first art dump!

In an effort to be a bit more active here, (and maybe I'll finally be able to delete the tumblr app from my phone) I'm going to try and transfer over all my finished artworks I've done over the last year at least. I'll try to sort them out the best I can, I'm just stuck on how they should be sorted as I'll be putting multiple pictures on one post, so I'm not spamming everyone too badly. So! Should go pairing? Character? NSFW?

One of the things that sucks about this fandom migration is it happening in the midst of projects I'm working on and of course winter holidays. Because as a result, I don't have as much time as I would like to track down people and find them on shared platforms. Don't get me wrong, I'm slowly finding friends on other platforms... just not as quickly as I would like. Because the... 6 fics I happen to be arting for are sucking up time, as well as attempting to do some writing myself (please dont ask how that's going. There's tears... lots tears and screaming).

So! To help keep me on track I have the following to do
Winterironsheild bang
☆2 art pieces- sketches done. Line art next.

Stucky au banG __ 4 fics claimed
☆ fic 1- 3 art planned~ 2 sketches done one more to do.
☆fic 2- 1 piece sketched and partial line art done
☆ fic 3- 3 art planned, 2 sketched, 1 lined in
☆fic 4- 2 art planned, 1 sketched and lined in, partial color done.

WRITING
In the last leg of the first official chapter of the rewrite. Just gotta sit and get it done. Then its editing time.

BEWARE! THERE BE DICKS AHEAD

In other news. I'm still trashl

Since Tumblr has gone forth and started The Purge, I'm placing my roots down in other forms of fandom/social media in an attempt to try and keep contact with the circles of friends I've made
So, bear with me y'all as I try to figure out what I'm doing here. Because, I have No Idea what I'm doing.